I'm not a religious man anymore. As a retired medical professional in the military (31yrs Royal Canadian Medical Service) I've been all over the world and have seen to many horrible things to believe a god could allow such things. Perhaps I'll find God again. However, I do believe all matter of which we, and the universe are comprised of are very special. I know that when I'm gone I'll continue to be of this universe. Perhaps the carbon of the best shooting barrel. Liver Ca is beatable or at the least you can extend your life so as to Continue impart wisdom to your community And enjoy
ever day you have remaining. I'll continue to look for your posts, but not like a stocker lol. If we ever get our boarders opened come up here to Canada. We'll grab a beer and lobster and do some LR shooting. All the best
Starlite, understand your confusion why God would allow the atrocities you have experienced...been there, done that. Brought up in fundamental churches, but became jaded by life experiences, as you Finally realized that there is, always has been, always will be Evil, Violence, Mayhem juxaposed from Good. Peace, Love. Man has been given Free Choice from which we must make BIG decisions with our limited understanding, comprehension abilities. Much must be taken by faith. Hebrews 11:1...."Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen." Have a very technical engineering grounding, but still do not understand everything technical in every field. Always struggle with where is the end of Space, the Cosmos??? Can't grip that there is ever after limitless dimension, and there are more than 4 dimensions we humans can experience. But, that doesn't prevent me from believing/experiencing/enjoying something is/exists merely because my human mind can't understand how/why it works. Same with God and After Life concepts. Can't wrap my head around it completely, but I trust....have faith.... it is there and worth living in this life for it. Evil, the Devil, what ever term desired, preys upon us to generate that confusion, loss of faith, and, I believe, our eternal souls.
There will always be a dialogue whether there is a God, does He care, why He would allow what happens..... The Opposite of God revels in our confusion, dis-belief. For simplification, assume only two diametrically juxtaposed positions......belief in God, AfterLife, Judgment.....No God, No AfterLife (the lights just go out), No Accountability/Judgment. Good/Evil. Black/White. Right/Wrong. One is right; the other wrong. Just because I can't comprehend/explain the total mechanism involved, on which side of the question would one prefer to be wrong???? Best ROI within my comprehension!!! What cost to be on side of God?? What cost on the side of Not-God????
I would point you toward, in addition to the Bible, the following books which I found interesting, inciteful, helpful:
"Life After Life" Raymond A Moody, JR,, M.D.
"Proof of Heaven....A Neurosurgeon's Journey into the Afterlife" Eben Alexander, M.D.
"23 Minutes in Hell" Bill Wiese
"...One Heartbeat Away" not recalled
:The Case for Christ" Lee Strobel
Merry Christmas, remembering the true reason for the season, and best wishes in regaining your belief, faith. Just we cannot understand, do not believe...does not make it so. It is important....the most important issue we face.....even more so than Long Range Hunting....or maybe IT IS THE ULTIMATE LONG RANGE HUNTING. Just a really, really old "getting closer every day" geezer's ponderings...trusting "Your Mileage DOES NOT VARY."