This is not sarcasm. This is honest feedback. I am not a cop, and I am not a doctor. But I do think you may need ton see a therapist. Your deal goes more than skin deep.
You are probably reading to much into it but
Of course it goes more than skin deep. I said so. Cops are the only humans who have pointed guns at me.
You must have skipped a bunch of posts so I'll repeat.
Son of a cop.
Never seen the inside of a station or cop car except from the outise looking in.
Never been arrested.
Only traffic infractions and more than one was a speed trap.
Travel a great deal of the country by car for work and play.
Travel internationally by car.
Complete boy scout.
Almost a nondrinker.
My federal paperwork is always in order.
I get health certificates for my dog and falcons prior to traveling interstate per recommendations.
Only in Kansas do I get pulled over by local enforcement officers NOT by state highway officers.
The locals seem to be fishing or looking for a toll of some sort.
Honesty on the part of LEO that he is checking/profiling Calif plated vehicles would remove my anxiety but he can't do that because as we all know, that would be admitting to illegal search or detention.
I don't begrudge LEO fishing for contraband traffickers but it doesn't all come in neat packages with Calif plates. A thank you, have a good visit with mom would be nice instead of the stone faced disappoint look I get when they get nothing.
BTW: after posting here, emailing the KS governor and a few other public notices that it was happening, it stopped. Just coincidence I'm sure. Wink wink.