Thank you for your honesty and point of view.
At least the I had the stones to admit I screwed up a couple shots. I think almost anybody who has actually hunted and hunted for several years has made bad shots or shots that were rushed, missed or even had a wounded loss. Most will never admit it. I applaud anybody that does. I did some of the most **** poor shooting this year at my elk. In the end, I hit him a little off my point of aim but still dropped him where he stood. The wind was worse that I had judged in not only speed but how it was being funneled in different areas by the lay of the land. I didn't have the time to set up calmly and really analyze the wind. The bulls caught our scent and came boiling out of the timber headed for the horizon. With the bull of my dreams with in my comfortable range, I laid down, ranged him, dialed, gave my best guess on the wind on the fly, held off using the mil marks and let her rip. I missed clean. My guide would call the range and his best guess on the wind. This went on for a couple shots until my guide saw where I hit. He stopped at 598, I readjusted for the wind based on my guides response and dropped him with the next shot. Had I been by myself without a spotter, I would have stopped.
Was it a questionable shooting opportunity? At my first assessment of the situation, I didn't think so. In hind sight, I believe so. Why did I continue to shoot? I guess because a shot was taken and I hate giving up on anything. The bull I wanted was in front of me, I was already set up and it's human frickin nature to keep shooting until you hit your target.
Right or wrong, it was the heat of the moment and it all happened so fast. I wasn't in the 'let's reason this out' mode where common sense would have said it was time to let it go and was full throttle shoot mode focused on the task at hand.
Like a friend of mine said once: "Don't let anybody tell you how to eat your pie, it's yours, dig in". I won't judge you for eating your pie your way and expressing ethics on this site is forbidden.
Hopefully when you have less than your finest shooting, you'll also have the stones to humbly admit it and better yet, learn from it like I have. I will apologize to no one for making a mistake nor will I apologize for posting my mistakes. I think 'luck' had little to do with it. Seconds after my guide spotted my shot, the next one founds it's mark. That's from practice, not luck. I wish you the same 'luck'.
Regards,
ME