I know exactly what you mean. I saved for years for my dall hunt. Most everyone else I met on the way up and back seemed to be older/retired, and they go on multiple 5 figure hunts per year. Definitely in a league I doubt I will ever be in..... If I went to the show, I would be more looking forward to seeing my guide and outfitter again, as well as meeting and buying beers for forum members who helped me out. I'm sure if I went I would probably come home with a deposit put down for a future hunt, which is why I think I should probably not go for another year, lol. If I go I will definitely bring my wife as well.