For me, I too find very little joy or pride in shooting deer that have been "pen raised"...several years back I can across an opportunity to hunt a non-typical deer like what you see. This deer was short tined and not as desirable as some over the other deer that had been turned out in this high fence-500 acres. The guy running the deal was having a hard time finding someone to take this buck so towards the end of the season he offered him up 1/2 price-lodging and meals included. This was a itch I had been wanting to scratch, but waffled back and forth for years doing a high fence hunt. on one hand a buck on 500 acres had plenty of places to hide, but on the other hand it just didn't seem right shooting a "domesticated" deer. I tried to rationalize that even if they were pen raised, if they had enough room to roam that their natural survival instinct would kick in and it would be more of a hunt than a "shoot". So I ponied up the $$ on this 1/2 price non-typical buck and got after it.
First evening about an hour before darK bucks start rolling in-one buck buck after another, then another...it was exciting to see for sure-looking back now it was odd not a single doe was out there. couple of exotics rolled up as well, and with about 30 min light left my buck came in, but never gave be a clear shot. Guide was a bit perturbed and that meant we had to stay the night. I think he was planning on being home that evening.
Any way next morning we go to the same stand and same scene plays out, buck start piling in one after another- my buck shows up and starts to bee-line for the feeder and the guide was like "catch him while he is in the clear" so we get on him, he stops 40 yards from the feeder and I put him down. the deer at the feeder spooked a bit, but calmed quickly and went back to feed. Several deer paid us no mind when we walked up to my buck to make sure it was done. Guide was happy, but I was conflicted really-it was fun to see all those big deer, and I had put down a 160+ class non-typical deer, but you could tell this wasn't "natural". Even had second thoughts about eating this one, wondering what they do to make them grow so big
The antlers sit in a pile in my garage-didn't feel right mounting this deer-not a "trophy" in my mind-I have more pride in the first deer I shot with my archery equipment (mule deer spike) than I do in this 160+ whitetail I shot. I then decided high fence hunting is my for me. I don't judge anyone else who does it-if that is what gets you going I am happy for you! Heck I'd even tag along just to see them big deer and eat the fancy meals they sometimes provide, but to me is more fun to shoot low fence/free range animals.